Pregnant & alone...typical

I know things feel impossible right now, and I honestly can't even imagine what you're going through in terms of the pregnancy. But what I do know is that making the decision to keep your baby and sticking with that decision despite what other people are telling you makes you one hell of an amazing woman and soon-to-be mother, and I can also tell you this: you aren't alone. You are carrying a child that is depending on your survival and love. You are literally growing a miracle. While I've never known pregnancy, I have known depression. I know how impossibly dark it can feel. Like you've just hit the absolute bottom. Sometimes it can last for days, or weeks, or months. But one day, and it may not even be obvious at first, but you'll realize that you feel a little different. Maybe something makes you genuinely smile (and maybe it'll be your child), or you just feel lighter somehow, like a weight has begun to lift. It will come, I promise.In the meantime, please please PLEASE don't be afraid to reach out for help and support through this difficult time. It doesn't make you weak or a failure. Therapy is truly a great place to start. It helped me immensely, I can't stress that enough. You're going to come out of this and with new strengths and lessons. You're not alone, I can promise you that ❤

There is always a silver lining to every dark cloud, sometimes you just have to look for it. Your baby is going to need you to be  there for him/her. They will rely on you completely, and nobody will be more important to them than you are! I'm always super emotional when I'm pregnant, don't be to hard on yourself.  It's a good thing for you to get everything lined up for when baby comes, just don't stress yourself out doing it. Try tackling 1 task a day, then each day you will feel accomplished, it could make you feel really good about yourself. If your siblings are going to judge you for taking care of your responsibilities then clearly they are very immature. As for the dad, it sounds like he doesn't deserve the blessing of this child. You are all the baby needs. As for your happy go lucky pregnancy, not everybody gets it... Just embrace the place you are in and love yourself for who you are. Try positive affirmations. Look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself how amazing and strong of a mother you ARE. It feels weird at first but then you start to believe yourself and feel better about yourself. Always remember there are people who care about you, even in your loneliest times. You just need to reach out to them! Keep your head up and focus on what the baby needs from you, forget about all the negative people. 

I love you and I'm here for you girl💕