I have no one. I'm 14 weeks pregnant trying to get my life together before I give birth. Only support I have is coming from my mom. Which is amazing I love her but idk I feel like it's not enough...cuz even she worries. I haven't told my siblings about my pregnancy yet, I know they will judge me so bad and I just can't handle that right now . The baby daddy is begging me to get an abortion. Which I know I'm not doing, it's completely out of the question, but he isn't taking no for an answer cuz it will "ruin his life" I feel so fucking alone. I cry every night. I genuinely feel like ending my life, it's the only way I know for certain all of this can just be wiped away, undone if you will. But then I think about the future and what my baby would look like and I get excited.