Please tell me im not the only one who thinks like this!

Ok so i met my babydaddy (now ex) when i was 14. We were very sexually active and i ended up having my son at 15.

Me and my bd were on and off till i was 17. We only really stayed together for our son and the sex.

Well now i have moved on in my life and so has he. I am very happy in my relationship now with my love. We've been together for 4 yrs now and have a lil girl together.

Me and my bd share custody of our son. So when i see him sometimes i have flashbacks of when we were together(sex flashbacks)

Lately i have been thinking very wrong...

I miss the sex with my ex!!!! We were both young to be having sex but he was a really big for his age 🍆🍆🍆 🙊😡😡😡😩😩.

Dont get me wrong my SO is BEYOND GREAT when we have sex . he knows exactly what to do to me 😝👅👅💦💦💦

But hes never really in the mood for it.. I am always in the mood for sex!! And hes not.

I kno i shouldn't be thinking of my bd like that.!!

I guess im jus horny.. Smh. Im a horrible person to even say that. But its true! Sorry guys i jus needed to vent.