Feeling depressed...

Mr
Went shopping with hubby today for some new clothes, I haven't really updated my wardrobe since high school 10 years ago? I've bought a shirt or pants or shirts here and there. But nothing to major. But as I was trying shirts on at the store I just got so depressed and realized how much I let myself go. Hubs and I got married 4/8/17, I was 115 at the wedding and now 3 months later I'm 124..I haven't been watching or working out. I suffer from body issues and I've always struggled. Today is a bad day...