Needing some encouragements today...

Katelyn • Trying to conceive baby #1.
After almost 2 years of trying my husband and I went to the doctor. He got his sperm tested and everything came out good! 😃🎉. Now I am waiting to go in on the third day of my period to get some blood work done. I was feeling good this month knowing we were taking the next step. Also felt like it was less pressure on us. 
We had some friends announce they're expecting and my husband took it pretty hard. I kept telling him that no matter what someday we'll have our baby whether it's biologically ours or we adopt, etc. ...  we WILL be parents. But today I find myself feeling so sad. (As well as crampy with AF on the way) And wanting a child so bad. I keep telling myself what I was telling my husband all month but I just can't help feeling weepy today. We want this so bad and after trying this long I seem to be losing hope that it will ever happen... It's hard because when I'm feeling down I don't always want to talk to my husband because I don't want to bring him down too. And talking to family is hard because no matter what, I feel they just don't understand. All they keep saying is relax and it'll happen and I swear if I hear that one more time!! 😡. I guess today im just needing some support from the ladies that are going through the same thing because even though I'm not I can't help but feel alone in this.