So, I know I'm not the first one to go through this by any means, but it still sucks and it still hurts. I found out yesterday that I was pregnant, 3 tests I had faint lines. My husband came home from work and could tell we were pregnant by the joy he saw in my face. We enjoyed the thought of finally being able to add to our family (we already have 3 kids, and for that alone I know I'm lucky). In the morning I tested again with fmu just because I'm greedy and I want to see another positive test...makes me feel better I guess. The second time I went to the bathroom there was a faint pink color on the toilet paper, i know some spotting isn't unusual so I didn't panic. Then within about 30 min I started bleeding...then cramping...I bled half the day. I knew it wasn't good. I told my husband and we both cried, what else can you do. I decided I didn't want to sit around the house and mope about something I couldn't change (no it didn't make me feel better just truer to distract myself). So we went to town, Walmart and all that, that's where I passed a clot, made me feel worse emotionally but the cramping lessened and the bleeding slowed down some. So now I'm laying in my bed putting my thoughts down, wishing I knew where this is leaving me...maybe my experience will reach someone else that is going through it too, someone who needs to know they aren't alone either. I hope next cycle we have better luck, and if you are going through a loss of your own I wish you better luck too. We need a rainbow to brighten up our rainy day.