Wanna run away

I honestly wish I could run away in the middle of the night and never look back. I'm almost 35 weeks pregnant, going through a divorce, and had no other place to come to other than my parents after I was abused by my husband at 7 weeks. Ever since I have come back I feel like I'm some type of a burden or something. I have received very little support. I wish I had some place else to go but for now I don't until I have enough saved up for it. Everyone around me makes me feel like this is all my fault. I didn't ask for this to happen to me. And it hurts a lot. I have cried myself to sleep most nights. No one understands my situation or tries to. It's like I came and disturbed the peace. I get it I had to come back here and it's affecting how my parents and siblings were used to living their life but I had no other choice. It was either that or being on the street. But tonight is one of those nights I wish I could just run away except I have no where to go 😭😭😭😭😭💔