So about a year ago I got married 🎉🎉 and I worked really hard to lose like 40 pounds for my wedding-- this was a huge deal cause I've always been a bit overweight but I was FINALLY proud of how I looked- kept the weight off but once I was lucky enough to get this little guy all that weight just came back- no matter how hard I tried. Now I've still got like 13 weeks and just get so sad looking at pictures of a year ago because I don't look like that anymore and I'm just so nervous I won't get there again!!! Don't get me wrong- I'm so excited for our little man to get here- and wouldn't change anything for the world because I'm healthy and he is healthy and we are so fortunate for that-- but I need to be honest, and a little selfish and pout for just a minute cause I want that body back!! 😩😩