Done!!!

I am so done with my husband but I can't leave him because idk how I would be able to support two babies under two by myself... From day one from my first son being born he slept the whole time in the hospital while I woke up every two hours to take care if him he is now almost ten months and 23 weeks pregnant with are second son and he has maybe changed his diaper three times a month has never fed him and thinks hes the best father in the world. And ever since we found out our second son is going to have a clef lip he says hes joking but I don't think its a joke when he goes around that isn't my son I want a DNA test and that its my fault and that hes going to be "retarded" and today I asked him can he watch him so I can eat something and Hes like I'm tired going to nap...... Uhhhgg so done