Ok, so I feel like have been trying forever (about a year). I see all these ladies that are pregnant or becoming pregnant, which I'm true happy for but I feel like I'm the one not getting pregnant. Then I see women that are pregnant but it's obvious they shouldn't have any more or shouldn't be in charge of a little human. And I know I'm jealous of these women, it's just frustrating because I want to have that feeling of carrying a life for nine months. I want to hear the heartbeat, see my belly move, feeling the kicking, becoming very uncomfortable. I want the joy.

Here is my calendar, in hopes that my chances are high!