Sorry for how long it is......

So I found out I was 10weeks pregnant, my fiancee was really upset because he already has a daughter who 5. Hes just now coming around to the idea and okay about about tyalking about it. Only my brother,me, and my fiancee and the doctors know about the baby right now and I dont know how to tell people about it. Were 21 and 20 and no wants this baby but me. My brother said I should have gotten it aborted. My fiancees parents won't be okay or even want it here. I lost both my parents when I was barely 18. I've been through worse, and I was told because I had a tilted uterus that it was like a 2-10 chance I could even have children. I just feel like I should be happy and Im not because I'm just the only one whos not looking at this baby as a bab thing. I've seen hell and a baby is the farthest thing from it!! Yes were young but we can do this its a baby, yes its not going to be easy, but we will be okay!?!!.....RANT/VENTING over!!!