Want to be Loved!!!

So I'm 18 never had a boyfriend, just recently had my first "real" kiss at 17 never had any sexual experiences witch means I'm a virgin. I want to be loved but it seems every time I talk to someone it goes left and I'm left being alone. I often stay in the "talking" stage because I'm scared of commitment doesn't mean anything to me anyways plus I think if u have that bond why put a title on it. Anyways I'm 18 and never been in love like I want to be but I never had the experience to. The first time I ever had real strong feelings for a boy was when I was 17 and of course that ended bay at he time he was good everything was great like I was head over hills finally meet the guy and discover he only wanted sex just like every other guy I encountered. I have a fear of heart break and I have a tendency of givin people to many chances. I put myself in predicaments to be hurt again I see it but don't know how to change it any help?