So i feel embarrassed and ashamed of myself

i was going to get the skyla iud birth control, well i bailed because it hurt so bad when the doctor was putting it in, i thought i was going to die! i was hurting , i felt dizzy, i was throwing up while he was putting it in, omg it wasn't how i picture it to happen, i thought it was not going to hurt .. and i was going to be fine😰so i cried and said i'm sorry for wasting ur time it hurts i can't do it 😔😫so he didn't do it after all he said something about my uterus being tilted so he couldn't get it up their😱 he was taking forever ! i feel so ashamed of myself and weak for not getting it done fml