Fourth of July nightmare...

Found out I was pregnant on Father's Day! How exciting! We were overly thrilled and couldn't wait to take on this adventure together !!! ❤️ I started bleeding a few days later tho and rushed to the emergency room where they saw a baby on the ultrasound and my levels were still up. I was reassured everything was fine. But yesterday my worst fear came true. While everyone was enjoying their Fourth of July watching fireworks, I was in a hospital bed looking at a blank ultrasound. No baby, no heartbeat. I was devestated! I don't know how to process this or to deal with the pain. The Fourth of July will forever be a reminder of my nightmare. 😢