Abuse? or am I over reacting...

I don't want to explain everything in detail but me me my husband have had our fights... physical and verbal throughout the 3 years we've been together. Since we had our daughter who is almost one year old I've remained alcohol free cause of breastfeeding, besides a glass of wine here or there. He has not. Our fights seem to be most aggressive while alcohol is involved. I do not want my child to be a child of divorce but I don't want her to grow up around negative and fake happy parents... I just don't know what to do... 😪 I don't expect anyone to help me fix this but I just kind of wanted to free my mind and express how I feel. Thank you to whoever is listening!