You told me not to say anything. And I listened to your poisoning words. I was barely a toddler when you committed your terrible crime. Yet, I've never told anyone. You are DISGUSTING. Bribing a three year old child to do a sexual act is SICKENING. I hope that one day I'll have the strength to speak up. Ten years I've been bottling this up. Ten years too long. Ten years of crying myself to sleep. Ten years of feeling alone. Ten long, terrible years of hating myself for what happened. I finally have been able to tell a small couple of friends, and I still am pained to this day for what you've done. I don't know if I'll ever be able to have a sexual relationship with somebody when I'm older. And it's all your fault. I'm scared for other women. I'm scared that they'll suffer from your actions as I have. However, the scariest thing is that I'm not sure if you think you did anything wrong.