Found out last week that my sister is pregnant. She only tried one or two weeks and got pregnant right away. Granted she is younger than me and doesn't have health problems like I do. I am genuinely happy for her.  Here's to month five of TTC for me. Hopefully I will be able to give my future niece and or nephew a cousin sometime in the near future. Didn't tell her I am trying. Still not telling anyone because I don't want pressure and don't want to be embarrassed if it never happens. Praying that my doctors appointment next month ends up being a confirmation of pregnancy instead of a follow up to discuss my options of next steps.