sorry just need to rant/express myself.
So we lost our son on 10.18.14 he was six weeks old (30 weeks born at 24 weeks) have had a hard time dealing with it but got better went to-am going to therapy to help cope but came to point where I have overcame it an understanding and coping and all of that. We have his twin which is a miracle because he was in worse shape in health than William. Well every birthday we do a balloon release. But every holiday I have such a hard time just the thought of him. Yesterday (4th of July) came home from cookout and balloon release for William & other relatives. But just hit home came home and looked at memory box with his hand n foot print. Ok I got so upset because my LAST PHYISCAL thing we have of him from hospital they messed up on his last name. It isn't a big deal I guess to others but it just bothers me so much.. it on a piece of paper so they could of re-done it. Well my hubby saw me crying all night and this morning so he got it to be a kid free night ( not that I don't love spending time with Warren but I hate having him know mommy is crying or sad or anything) and he knows af came two weeks late (after getting positive tests) so he got me my favorite drink, jack Daniels whiskey. I'm sorry if this is long but I need to vent. My hubby still don't really talk about William and I don't really have anyone to talk to that can understand. But I just wanted to say fly high to my son William who would of been three this year in three months along with his twin brother and cousin and to every other baby that was just too beautiful for this earth or was taken too soon. No one deserves to lose somebody they love, but no parent should outlive their child.. sorry
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