I think I'm in denial...I'm convinced I am not pregnant again. Its only been 10 months since we officially started trying but I think I have reached the point where I am afraid to see a negative test yet again. I just feel so sad and discouraged. I know there are people out there that have it way worse than me, and feeling like this makes me feel so selfish and stupid but I can't shake it.

AF is (hopefully not) due Saturday. I had some minor cramps really low in my abdomen, lower than where my period cramps usually are. My boobies are so sore it hurts to touch them and they feel firm and heavy. My husband told me he thinks they feel bigger. I'm trying not to get my hopes up and read into these things but I can't help it. What do you do when you just feel so discouraged? I am lost.