Trying to have hope

I was sitting outside today thinking about how I was losing hope that it will never happen. I was feeling sad when I looked down at my hand and saw a baby lady bug on my finger. It made me happy and want to stay positive during this whole experience. I've see too many negative pregnancy tests. Today is 1 day late for AF and I'm trying to keep my hopes up even though I had some mild cramping today. If not this month I will try again next month. Trying to think positive and not get sad. Baby dust to all you lovely ladies.