Obviously from previous posts it's pretty accurate that I am pregnant now, but I still decided to take 4 more tests last night due to my first OBGYN appointment today and I just still felt like I was in disbelief. I have never seen a positive show up on a pregnancy test until now. So I'm very excited lol. By the time I had found out about my last two pregnancies it was too late. I couldn't give them a fighting chance. I love them and I miss them though I never met them or held them. They are still right here in my heart. So this pregnancy does not for one moment take any shine away from them. I just wanted to tell people alittle about my story. 2014 I was involved in a very absusive relationship, I received broken bones, loss of weight, concussions and was held captive for 2 months. Due to the emotional distress my body went through. I lost the baby.. when I found out I was having a miscarriage I was called a liar. Was told I was never pregnant and I was just having a bad period. That relationship ended when he broke my nose and gave me a concussion. Fast forward, I am now engaged to a very loving man, he treats me in a way that I've never seen any other women treated. He comforts me and is my other half. We had a miscarriage in October due to once again stress. We were living with his parents and his siblings girlfriend was a drug addict who was horrible to me. She was constantly starting drama. After this last incident about a month ago we left and moved out. Not