I just want to vent my feelings right now... I'm married, I used to be happily married, but now I'm not so happy. We have one daughter, she is four months, and ever since we had her, my husband and I just aren't the same. I feel like we don't care as much about each other as we should. Our marriage right now is pretty much just sex. Like we don't talk. We don't cuddle or laugh together anymore. It's just nothing. On top of that, I have a grandma who calls me names to my four month old child. Names like bitch, or asshole. And tells my kid to repeat them. Even though she doesn't understand what my grandma is saying, it's still a shitty thing to do yknow? So I cut of all ties with her and she is no longer allowed to be around my child. I haven't spoken to her in a month. I feel bad for doing it, but I can't have that around my kid. I also am having a very hard time finding a job. I haven't had a job since a week before I had my daughter. I wanna go back to school but I feel like I'm too old and I should be working instead of trying to go to school. I feel like my life is falling apart right before my eyes and I can't do anything to stop it.