So took another test today. Negative. I think I'm throwing in the towel. I think I'm done. I don't think I can handle looking at one more negative test. I feel like I'm letting my husband down. Somehow his ex got pregnant on the first "try" (she was trying he was not) with their son but it's going on 8 months for me..it makes me feel like lesser of a woman. I know women aren't here to make babies and all that but I want to at this moment in life so it stings a little that so far, I can't. I'm just frustrated and sad. I've never had this loose grip on my life and it's hard to handle. So I don't know but I think I'm done.