Hi everyone I am 21 and I'm new to this group. My boyfriend and I found out I was 5-6 weeks pregnant with our first child on Oct. 3, 2016 and my baby boy braxton mason anderson was perfectly healthy as can be the whole pregnancy, then about a month before I was supposed to have him (35 weeks), he passed away totally unexpected (we had his room all done and everything set up)...the week before he had a perfect heartbeat and we went in for our normal weekly check up and no heartbeat😭 So I was induced and delivered him naturally on that day/night April. 19, 2017👼🏻 turns out I actually lost him on Easter (16th) and they don't have a solid reason why this happened😔 He literally looked like the sweetest baby ever with the cutest chubby cheeks, our little man was 4lbs 4 oz💙 Thankfully we both have amazing family for support and this made my boyfriend and I's relationship so much stronger, we are inseparable and we have been trying for another sweet baby since I stopped bleeding after delivery🤞🏻I just got done with my second period at the end of June so hopefully it happens sometime soon because I'm a very impatient person😁 I miss my baby boy so much everyday and I cry everyday about it because I honestly don't understand at all how this happened when he was sooo healthy and had a strong heartbeat since the beginning but my boyfriend and I can't wait to hold our rainbow baby in our arms when it happens for us.🙌🏻