So I have a now 6 month old son and I never been treated or feel so less of a women in my life...this man had called me a bitch whore for no reason he has turned into a alcoholic and the thing he say to me around my children is just hurtful and I don't deserve it he's not all that affectionate and also he's not a communicator he don't want me having friends or going out he stays in the streets come home around 2 sometimes 3 in the morning and he has a 7 year old daughter that's in his care and I truly love this little girl

but he don't try to raise her at all she talks to him like she's a grown woman and she gets in me and his convo and when I go two chick her on it he gets upset and I'm like your not trying to talk to her about doing it thin it turns into a argument and when I'm right he gets angry because he don't want to ever be wrong...

The 4th of July cut the cake it went so good the hole day until he started drinking now I'm in the house washing dishes and i over her him say in front of my family and his that he has women lined up and will love to have him 😒😒😒 so a few hours later I started feeling sick so I got in my bed to rest only had two hours of sleep and it was like 11pm so I guess when the party was over everyone left he comes in the house screaming and talking about y the fuck am i in the bed and not outside helping...remember I have been on my feet every since five that morning when I try to let him know that I was ill and that my chest was hurting he starting calling me a bitch started talking about my son that has autism I blacked out after that he did not care that my mother was there and thin he hits me and push me down with my 5month old in my arms and I have a 8year old who was not there to s that but my 14 year old had to see it that's the one with the autism and I just can't take it anymore he disrespects me everywhere we go it don't matter where clearly he never gave a dame about me or his baby or my son he don't give a dame about his On daughter...in the house 24/7 he don't want me to have male friends I'm PPD and I'm sad all the time I have so much anger and hurt build up inside of me I should have seen the red ⛳️ it was in my face and that's my fault I truly do love my husband but I just don't know...I feel like shit...the mental abuse turns into hands on abuse