Need to vent!!!πŸ˜‘πŸ˜”πŸ˜€πŸ˜­πŸ˜“πŸ˜₯

I want have a baby so bad but I feel like it's not happening and I want to give up on trying because of the hurt feelings but my boyfriend is really looking forward to it and idk what to do I pray I workout and stay fit and healthy I'm not sure where I'm going wrong..