I am 11w1d with my first pregnancy and I feel so far from myself and who I really am. My entire life I have struggled with my weight and how I felt about myself. In the past 4 years I have lost 80+ pounds and up until about 6 months ago I felt the most beautiful and happy that I have ever felt in my life. And now I find it hard to even get dressed and leave the house. I don't know if it's my hormones or what but nothing makes me happy. I'm too the point where I can't even stand being around my husband. What should I do? How can I stop comparing myself to other people and their lives? Will I always feel this incomplete and struggle?