Believing in god!

Holly • Got my BFP on the 8.7.14 xx
Does any of you lovely ladie believe that praying to god helps with your ttc process? I'm in two minds, part off me feels I should have hope and believe I'm him but then another part of me struggles when I lost my two babies in December and April! Would really appreciate some veiws of someone else.
​I know that praying does not make you pregnant before people say it but something's telling me he watches everyone off us and everything happens for a reason and wanted to know how other people think about it. Xxx