I'm 20 and had an abortion on the 9th February, 8 weeks pregnant. I'm devestated. The nurses were amazing, everyone (my roommate and best friend supported me despite being Christian, and one other close friend) was amazing except the father. He abandoned me throughout the ordeal and now wants to see me again. I feel like I need to be close to him emotionally and physically because I can't talk to him about it. I've convinced myself it'll make me feel better. I'm sat staring at the pictures he (insensitively) sent me the evening I came out of the hospital of him and his brother's baby..