Just need to vent.

Husband and I have been trying since July 2014, we got pregnant in December and unfortunately it ended in a mc at 7 weeks. I had to have a d&c procedure done on feb 10. Since I'm still awaiting my first af (6 weeks today) I decided to test on 3/20 and to my surprise I got a faint positive. Well I'm spotting and that line has now become non existent. So I had a chemical pregnancy. :( 
Just wanting my sticky rainbow baby so bad. 
I know it'll happen when it's supposed to but lately I've been feeling kinda sad about it. That chemical was a cruel tease.