I believe he raped me & enjoyed it

My ex and I still see each other from time to time he was staying with me at my house for about four days and during those four days his sex was very rough and it was almost painful

I told him to stop several times while balling in tears and he wouldn't stop... he kept going and pulled my hair , grab my wrists, and started going faster and harder..

Finally he cam... I was really confused.

He kept calling me his little slut and bitch

He continues while he's here to have sex with me like that and keep pulling off my panties I believe it turned him on even more being aggressive towards me like this.

I'm super confused by all of this