Broken vagina...I don't feel like a woman

India

My vagina is broken. Penetration burns like hell, I feel like I'm being ripped open. I never get my period. I grow chin hair.

The body hair that I have makes me look like a disgusting baby bear...honestly I feel like I was meant to be a boy. I'm disgusting, a sad excuse of a woman and I'm a broken worthless human being who is taking up space.

I can't even preform the basics of a woman like having a period. I can't get pregnant, I can't have sex because my vagina is stupid and I'm just worthless. I hate myself because I'm worthless. God must be playing a cruel and horrible joke on me. I might as well get a sex change because I'll be better off being a boy than a girl.