Im 26 yo and am absolutely desperate to have a baby, my other half is in the military and he's away a lot, I have always wanted children but since I met him I knew he was the one and that I wanted to have his children. We are currently renting a fairly large one bedroom flat, not ideal but it's home. We have very minimal savings which we are trying to build on in order to get a mortgage but I feel that it is never going to be enough. My OH doesn't want us to have a baby until we are settled in our own home but it's going to take so long... I just feel like I'm ready now and every time AF comes I am just devastated and all I want to do is curl up in bed alone. It's starting to drive a wedge between us because all I can think about his having a baby, it's like a need that my whole body and brain is screaming out to me every day and I feel so depressed and deflated all the time because to me I'm incomplete. We can't keep having the same arguement over and over, despite the fact that i have told him numerous times that sometimes life isn't perfect, it isn't always the perfect situation and people manage. He is desperate for a child too and see him with our friends children and he's amazing. He just won't let us do anything until we are settled which could be years... I'm so sad all the time and I don't know how to feel better or put it out of my head. Anyone been in a similar situation or have any thoughts please? I'm at my wits end with it now...