So afraid

Angelique • Ttc for 2years, 2 back to back miscarriages (March 2015 & July 2015), praying for our rainbow baby
So I am a week and a half late and have been trying so hard to not take a test. I hate getting my hopes up only to be let down. We have been going to a fertility clinic since October. During my last visit last month our doctor did not give us the best news. So today I decided to be brave and take a test and it quickly came back positive. I go for a blood test tomorrow but is it weird I don't want to get too excited because I feel like it could be a mistake? This ttc journey can be a roller coaster and adding pcos to the ride just makes it even more unpredictable. I am praying for the best and hopefully the odds turn out to be in our favor.