I know I'm probably being dramatic. But I'm going to be the farthest away from my son I've ever been and I'm so anxious about it.

I'll only be an hour away and be returning tonight. But it'll be bedtime and no one else has ever put him to bed. He nurses at bedtime and we usually bedshare most of the night and he doesn't sleep through.

I know he'll be ok. He'll be with someone that watches him a few times a week and she gets him to sleep. I just keep thinking he's going to wake up somewhere else, be confused, and I won't be there and he'll be hard to settle. 🙁

Just had to vent about it somewhere without being judged as crazy.