I now understand mothers who give up they're kids for adoption.

I didn't give up my 2 kids for adoption, but now I know why women decide to go that route. Happiness of a child is worth more than anything..

I know I will probably get hate and mean responses, but I know I did the right thing.

I have a 7 year old daughter and a 5 year old son..me and theyre father share custody. But that is about to change.

I had always suffered from depression and I admit that gets the best of me and I'm not the best mother.

My kids had always said they only wanted to have one home and asked me if they can officially live with they're dad. I always said no. But one day it hit me that my kids are suffering. I talked to them and had a separate conversation with they're father. And we both agreed they would officially live with him. And I would give up my rights. I wasn't sure if I was doing the correct thing but once I told my daughter the news. It amazed me how smart and grown up she is by her response. .she hugged me and said.

"thank you mommy for letting us have one family. I know you're doing this because you love us. I won't forget you, I truly do love you"

It made me cry but it made me happy because they're both happy.

They can always decide to come see me once they're older.

And I hope to get the help I need. And one day be able to start a family.