I've been suffering from bulimia, laxative and weight loss pill dependence for over 18 months. It's gruelling and disgusting,

But as of recent I am beginning to take the first steps to recovery. I am keeping food down most of the time and am weaning myself off Adios Max & Dulcolax.

I had a photo shoot taken in only my bra and knickers and a sheer body suit for my boyfriend and for my confidence, to show myself my self harm scars, stretch marks, burns and cellulite can still be sexy.

I'm proud of this pictures and want to post them, but I don't know if it's too provocative to post when I am in a relationship, I don't want his friends/family thinking badly of me for showing myself off.