Please no...no,no,no

Eva
Sudden high fever 103.6, uncontrollably shivering, freezing, massive headache, as fever breaks and headache lessens I start sweating buckets with really dry mouth and nausea but I fight off puking....just now stabbing sharp abdominal pains both sides I thought maybe has so go to toilet and check like I do 100 times a day except this time there's blood...bright red blood... The pain...I can't pass gas and don't think it's that anyway...I had to concentrate and struggle to pee... Which was uncomfortable...I'm terrified, I'm hurt, upset, angry, Smdh...it's not fair...this was my chance, my last chance...