Bf probs

Sha-Asia

So my boyfriend has been acting like a total dick and being totally insensitive to my feelings. Every time I ask him to to help me out he yells at me. This is not new, he does this all the time and to make it even worse our relationship is long distance🙄 I don't want to break up with home but I feel like I have no Choice every time I build up the strength to break up with him he tells me how depressed he is or how much he hates himself and wants to die. I totally feel like if I leave him he'll kill himself, but then again i feel like if he leaves me I'll fall in to a state of depression too. Please Help Me 😭😭😭