so blah

I have a really high sex drive, part of me doesn't want to fuck anyone til in ready and God sends me the right man but the other part of me? wants to ride a dick into the sunlight. but I am gonna be strong about this and not sleep around like I use too. I just had to 2 girls (twins) and I gave them to my aunt to raise :( so I'm just trying to be a better person for myself and for my girls even through I'm not raising them. gonna wait for the right man this time 💗