So basically I had a bad dream the other night where my boyfriend left and cheated on me for this really hot skinny girl with blonde hair and today me and my friends hung out and I was really drunk and I got scared he was checking my one friend Candice out and all but like I said I was drunk and I'm a lil chubby and she has big boobs and is skinny and idk I just feel like he's gonna leave me for someone hotter he's not the type to do that but idk it just hurts and I can't stop thinking bout it .. advice please..