Another failed month

9 months since my miscarriage, I woke up at 2am to my period and horrible cramps and I'm laying on my couch at 4am crying about not being pregnant while watching them do IVF on buffalos on Animal Planet.

We tried so hard, I do so many things, we do so many things, every other day with preseed, EPO, Vitex, baby aspirin, prenatals for almost 3 years now. Meanwhile my friends have pullout babies and happy accidents. I just want our rainbow 😭 every month is so hard.