Another failed month

9 months since my miscarriage, I woke up at 2am to my period and horrible cramps and I'm laying on my couch at 4am crying about not being pregnant while watching them do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> on buffalos on Animal Planet.

We tried so hard, I do so many things, we do so many things, every other day with preseed, EPO, Vitex, baby aspirin, prenatals for almost 3 years now. Meanwhile my friends have pullout babies and happy accidents. I just want our rainbow 😭 every month is so hard.