Pregnancy and mental illness

Fig • ♡ wade's punk mumma ♡ bunny wife ♡ queer and poly ♡

Is anyone else struggling? I'm almost 19 weeks and I had been feeling emotionally numb for a while and it was great. I'm bipolar (type 1), have panic disorder, and ENDOS and it's all rearing its ugly head. I've cried over my body 2x this evening and it's starting to make it hard for me to leave the house...

I'm looking for any advice on coping with this.