Scared to test.. 😢

Chelsea

Is anyone else scared to test? I've been trying for two years now and both years nothing but negative test and periods next day or same day. I don't wanna test and see another depressing negative test. My first time in a year buying a PT was yesterday when my AF was due. I want to wait a week longer but I'm so anxious to test and find out. I guess I need a little push. Anyone else AF due and scared to test?