Feeling down

Heather
Anyone else feeling like this just isn't the month? I'm 9dpo and the only symptoms I have had are nausea for a few days, small twinges in my abdomen, and a low grade fever. My hubby is also feeling under the weather tho, so I'm thinking we just have some kind of sickness... I have taken two hpt already, (I know it's way too early) but I couldn't resist. Just feeling really down, I don't feel like it's our month. If AF shows up on Saturday, I already have a bottle of wine in the fridge, I will definitely have a glass or two...