I can not stand my SO 80% of the time. He is lazy and half a drunk sometime. I always have to clean up after him he is just annoying. At least once a day I am ready to end things and say fuck it.

But the other 20% he is wonderful and loving and caring. I love him to death. I wouldn't want any one else to be the father of my children or anyone else I would want to marry.

I focus more on the good. People should do that more.

If you are that unhappy stop bitching and do something about it.