37 weeks and 5 days... & Nothing (rant)

Omg... So today I go into the doctors and I expected to be dilated... Im a FTM with a boy and I'm so angry like... Most women now are all dilated at least a little... I'm cramping I'm miserable... I just want to have my baby... I'm upset my doctor won't even schedule me to be induced at 39 weeks like.. Wtf... Every time they check me they say no dilation and I haven't even lost my mucus plug... In just fed up... I give up... Like I feel like im going to be fucking pregnant forever!... No dilation no mucus plug NOTHING! So over this....💔