first time for a planned pregnancy

We have a 5yr old who wasn't planned and he was such a blessing but a shock and caused us to get immediately married and all that. everything was so rushed the first kiddo.... here we are trying for our second child. Today was our first time trying during my fertility window and it was so wierd. We both were awkwardly laughing.... I tell ya what consciously trying for a child is scary as hell! lol I feel so weird right now... I'm not a patient person and this whole thing is going by SOO SLOWLY! I don't know how to relax and chill about this all. trust me I want another baby very much but just feeling so weird. Is this normal? How can I make the time go by faster...