The faintest positive ever

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I am pregnant again. I have been TTC going on 5 years this year. Have had 2 miscarriages an ectopic and a chemical pregnancy all in the last year and a half with nothing at all the years before that. I am so experienced with the first 12 weeks of pregnancy i am basically a pro and still i am so nervous about every cramp and twinge. I know they are normal but i also know i have never had a normal pregnancy so it makes me second guess the familiarity. I know a line is a line and i am very early (possibly 8dpo, i had an opk problem this month) but still the impossibly faint lines on all 4 of the tests ive taken today make me anxious. I feel like i cant tell our families in a celebratory way bc it is old news for us to he pregnant and scary news at best but i am excited and i am happy and i am hopeful and i wish it wasnt so scary to feel so good about this time. I want the world to know that there is another life within me yet again and that i love it more than i can bear so I am telling you ladies here... i am pregnant, again, and i am scared but i am so so happy