Hating everything right now.

So, I found out that my mom has triple negative breast cancer, and starts chemotherapy (iv) and the shots. After that she has radiation treatment.

My parents have put a load of stuff on my shoulders. This was 2 weeks ago. She starts chemotherapy Tuesday.

Sunday. I found out that the man I am head over heals for, we have a 3 month old, and just went to pick out rings Saturday has been unfaithful the whole relationship.

I can't deal with all this right now. I am fn dumb and can't leave him. I do love him and I'm not ok accepting the fact that I will never trust him.